10:55pm
23rd January 2012
Just some thoughts.
It’s remarkable to what lengths you will go to for a person.
I myself,merely a few months ago was maintaining the visage given to by many.
Ice queen.
Cold hearted.
Those were two nicknames commonly associated with me,not within friendship but within my interest of love and romance which seemed inessential in my present life.
However will all know such things come to an end,even though I was so sure of my stoney self.
One person whom although may not necessarily be as good to you as they should and you perfectly well acknowledging this,are still drawn to them.
No matter what the fight is,no matter how it ends.You’ll always be the one to cave in to their desires,like you’re kept in a little box.
Sometimes I wonder how I get myself into situations.I seem to attract people who are too alike in personality with the opposite morals to me.
Sometimes it is a pain giving up going to the pub,trying to quit smoking both green and cigarettes for someone.Who then turns to you with lack of trust,paranoia and worry.
Not being able to see my friends,well rarely because of this or go out on my own.
Yet I am completely and utterly in the palm of his hand,there is nothing I can do about this.
If if I could,the strange thing is although I know I should want to do something about it,I don’t
