2:45am
27th January 2012
I’ve never been one for romance.
For those little surprises,silly little things but I think that’s changing.
Maturing and wanting that good,lasting relationship?
Possibly or maybe the worry that one day they may not be there anymore.
I’m buying a canvas and doing a large painting,getting his favourite chocolate and the Kingdom Hearts wall scroll I know he wants.On top of this I’ve got about 15 horror movies I know he hasn’t watched.It still doesn’t feel like enough.
Would soil him rotten if I had the money but I barely get £20 a week,honesty I have never enjoyed anything more than spending money on someone,seeing their face light up and eyes sparkle.
It’s not just the possessional items that I love to give,just the small things such as messaging him out of the blue,helping him with written work since it’s my forte or going on skype with him without any makeup,letting him see me weak and vulnerable.
